sitting at work.....

feeling kinda blue today and I can't seem to get out of this funk. I'm thinking I may contact the doc about getting put on some sort of antidepressant. Am I the only mother that lets my ungrateful teenagers dictate my mood? hummmmm.....
My stupid x-husband picked up MY girls yesterday and he took them shopping, he's really making me look bad and it's pissing me off. Let me explain, last week to my total suprise he showed up at my door to give me some money, which he hasn't done in forever, he owes a ton of back child support. He gave me $40.00 which I put $20. in the gas tank and took the other $20. to the grocery store. He called the girls and told them he gave me money for them. So my oldest gets a attitude with me and wants some of the money since he's given them the impression that I was suppose to give them some. Which totally pisses me off seeings as me and Dave pay for everything for them, braces, doc. visits, school clothes, school supplies, cheerleading, everything. But kids don't actually understand that. You have to actually hand them money or buy them something for them to feel it's being spent on them. So as if this wasn't enough he turns around and takes them shopping last night. So he is looking like the shit right now, while I'm stressing about getting ready to have to buy school clothes in the next couple of weeks. And to top everything off ~~ his stupid girlfriend is pregnant. That is absolutely great. I can probably forget the hope that one day I might receive some child support forever now. Not to mention for the past 6 years he has broken my kids hearts and basically hasn't done shit for them. He should not be allowed to have anymore kids. It totally pisses me off.
So anyway Aerial is still with the creep that I told you they broke up, well their back together UGH! I really hope that doesn't last much longer. Aerial has also found another job. Hopefully she'll stick with this one. She just got hired today. And Ryanne will be marching in the Thanksgiving Macy's Day parade. I am so proud of her. She made the UCA All-Stars. So everybody watch for her to be on TV thanksgiving.
I just needed to vent so maybe I will feel alittle better.
TGIF